Dear Swamiji,

Pranam.  I am very thankful to you for the divine nectar that you’re distributing through your website.  Since a few days ago I am reading your website and I can feel the love that you are spreading.  Yesterday evening I became emotional to read how a divine master is taking care of his devotees/truth seekers.  Tears came to my eyes when I read that you were cooking food, buying groceries and taking care of other physical needs.

Then I read other articles in which you were speaking of a lack of love among the seekers and your search for somebody who is a divine embodiment of love.  Then a  thought came to me that maybe I can become one of what you are looking for.  Inspite of all the lackings, may be there is a possibility that I can become your instrument of love.

Sometimes I wonder, how unfortunate it is that I came to know you so late.  I don’t know how long will you be there in form, as you have mentioned many time that this divine form may not be there for long.  I want to make maximum use of your presence on earth.  Swamiji, I don’t want to die as deluded human being.  For long I was searching for an ideal for myself, trying to find it in Swami Vivekananda, Swami Yoganada, etc.  But now I have found you and I will not leave you.  You are my true ideal.  Please do whatever you think is best for me, your kick or embrace are all manifestation of love for me.  I may revolt and I may sit back but please never forsake me.  I really aspire to achieve the target you have set for me during your life time on earth.

Regards and Namaskar

Your child

R.